i’m genuinely starting to believe that some sort of demon or satan himself is inside me. i know it’s not real and i should get help, which i am getting, but i just needed some comfort or perhaps anecdotes. no criticism please and i don’t think i need advice, i’m getting help and i will talk to someone. it feels like a demon is giving me urges to say mean things i normally wouldnt say. i’m crazy aren’t i?
i just need comfort or perhaps someone share similar experiences.
do you know why it’s happening?? i’m so sorry.
I assume it’s because I had a sibling who would lose their shit on me growing up, and I’m just now learning to stand up for myself. There’s a lot of pent up anger and frustration that comes out when someone treats me like that that I haven’t learned quite how to control yet.