My life and health fell apart and autism explains it better than a thing else after other explanations were ruled out by doctors. Then I took a diagnostic test and felt more comfortable assuming autism explained it. I was actually shocked by the results and how high I scored.

Technically not confirmed ™. Never been assessed by a pro though pros have said I am divergent or whatever back before I suspected, and frankly I don’t have the time or resources to spend on doctor visits and I just don’t actually believe a doctor assessment will actually improve my life. I’ll just be more resentful that my personal failures are inevitable if doctors agree. Also I feel like I would just get worse, and become more reliant on people and that makes me feel incredibly guilty