Yes but no. Motives matter.

Didn’t Americans really say no expensive gas?

Sometimes I say things that people misinterpret as me knowing very much. It’s always so damn frustrating.

“Homeland” and “abroad” are very fluid in the American mind. So you can’t really tell when they are invading and when they are defending. Trust them, though. They know better!

The media is paid to ignore it. And people are too numb to react. Everyone is desensitized to everything that would have enraged them had it been announced all of a sudden. It’s like that poison conditioning. Taking little amounts of poison each time, with apparently no effect. But it’s destroying us on the inside.

Thanks. Now I know who to redirect the internal shouts at.

I swear, the drama with these two!

Apparently nothing anymore.

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Biological warfare

So like Russia and Assad?

I hopped mainly among a few. Then it was Debian for a long time. Then hopped again for no particular reason. My Mint kernel panicked once a few weeks ago, so I might hop again.

Of course. Maybe they gave the dangerous toy to the buffoon they would bet was stupid enough to use it.

The world has become numb enough that it will only ever condemn atrocities or at best shake a fist at them. Trump’s horde has proved that you can get away with anything as long as you brazenly ignore common sense and basic human decency.

I think that’s changing too about me.

Lately I’ve been getting marketing calls with recorded messages.

And it’s absurd to even wish I didn’t need to have a phone.

I wanna live there fully and permanently. But I have to keep reaching out for work.

A few years ago, I was with a few friends when we saw a cat with similar color pattern as the cutie here. I said look how beautiful it is, and they looked at me weird. I had forgotten about that.

I’ve been going to therapy. I think I’m about to stop though. It’s not really doing much good because I’m too stuck in my head. I don’t like the options I seem to have in life.

I think I’m close to submitting to an “it’s too late to do anything meaningful” conclusion.

Therapy helped me put things in a more logical perspective, but it’s not going to help with some “fundamental” things that are necessary to fix things even within logic, let alone what I now know that I ideally want.

I can’t express how much I appreciate you taking the time to write that.

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