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Cake day: December 22nd, 2024

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  • Oh, you want to lecture me huh? Alright, well I guess it’s easy to take the moral high ground when you aren’t the one trapped in a small town where everybody is playing a game of telephone and you’re the target. I’m well aware of the systemic issues and it only makes me hate them even more knowing that the vast majority of them perpetuate the injustices that I am now a victim of. When I see these people smiling and laughing with their families I know that just beneath that there is a viciousness that could just as easily be pointed in my direction depending on the context. They have no empathy or awareness for the collateral damage their insular “society” inflicts on me, just insults and mockery. Absolute vileness. These people make my life a living hell every time I leave the house. They are like a bottomless well of venom and malice and they always have a way of making it known to me in the subtlest and most passive- aggressive ways. Let me tell you, I did not know the meaning of hate before I came here. I do now. They taught me very well.

    And you know what? Trump will give them everything they deserve. I think I’m starting to warm up to the guy for that reason alone. 30 days, assholes. Tick tock.







  • How interesting. I’ve always suspected that I have autism and I sort of grew up in California and recently moved to the south due to circumstances beyond my control. There definitely seems to be a vibe in the bay area that doesn’t mesh with me, like idk but people there seem very superficial and “other” compared to me. I lived in the central valley though so I never really became immersed in it but Santa Cruz in particular seems like a very small social club of neurotypicals who make surfing and ketamine overindulgence and being a flaming douchebag their entire personality while making fun of outsiders, which aside from the skating and bi-daily DMT use and making sure you drive a 1998 Subaru to symbolize your tribal membership is pretty textbook neurotypical behavior. On the other hand though, now unfortunately living in one of the red areas of the map in Alabama, I’ve found that the people here are downright cruel. Nearly every interaction I have here leaves a bad taste in my mouth and makes me want to get back at them in the same passive aggressive way they try to fuck with me. I feel like I’m surrounded by sociopaths here. I guess moral of the story is that the vast majority of humans, autism spectrum or not, are trash and deserve bad things to happen to them. Karma isn’t real sadly.