‘secret’

probably 80% of people have this on their pi

So, I won’t be able to VPN into my university’s network right?

be a little kinder to yourself. there is enough hate from others.

I did not go to the dentist for years. one day I was eating a sandwhich with some nut or whatever and one of my molars complete broke off. horrible experience, would not recommend.

this could have been prevented early an if i had gone to the dentist and (perhaps) had caveties taken care of. Now, for this to be fixed, i needed a root canal and crown. Expensive, not a great procedure, feels different than your own teeth, and they only last for 5 to 10 years, after which they need to be replaced. So, that is one reason to go to the dentist.

Now, for your anxiety, I understand that too. However, health care professionals have are not allowed to share medical information from their patients unless they are an active theat to others or themselves. So, I think you should generally be fine, but of course I cannot promise that.

I really do hope you will goitu the dentist and that you get back some control over your life and find some peace. Look for support in family or friends. It is really hard to do this all alone.