gender currently under a strict NDA

not playing a gacha title is the wise thing to do, tbf

if it’s any consolation it’s possible to get over or at least reduce the impact of the urge to be productive, despite capital’s best efforts

in my case i ended up getting a bit of a goddess complex in the process tho, oopsie :3c

at this point i don’t even know when/if I’m oversharing

felt that, tho i have to deal with fatigue more than pain nowadays (either that or i dissociate enough to mostly not feel it while in bed, hard to tell)

back when i was in school i was in pain and tired all the time while i had to go there (despite taking days off frequently, became especially noticeable in my teens)

ended up becoming a neet after dropping out, and later on getting a disability pension after a few of what i assume were the opposite of a job interview and a bunch of diagnoses instead of a resume

tho it’s ultimately more like my mortal form became my employer and bedrotting has become my job

(granted, no idea what my condition actually is, just that I’m tired all the time, strain makes it worse, and i risk falling asleep outdoors in the rare occasion i have to actually go somewhere)