The whole concept of not knowing what you’ve got until it’s gone. Remember that song you used to hate hearing and now 20 some years later, you’d wish we’d be back to music like it because music today is too artificial and AI-powered? Remember nearly a lot of things you criticized and now have a soft spot for because everything now has gone to shit?
Yeah, that hits hard. What sucks is that sometimes, you don’t know for certain if you’re experiencing the best of things. But once it passes you, give it 1 - 5 years, you’ll know it.
Seemin unability to truly live in the current moment. Always have to be thinking about the past or worrying about the future. With a decade of experience in meditation I’ve seen glimpses of what it could be like when you just are and everything is okay. It’s all just so fleeting.
Maybe life seems fleeting because you are trying to perpetuate capture the present as if you can control it?
I don’t try to control my life. I don’t really worry about the past, or the future. Life doesn’t seem fleeting at all to me, just very chill.