I can’t really talk to anyone about this.
As I already wrote, I just feel bad in the cold and darkness. I’ve tried everything but it just doesn’t work.
I live in Germany btw.
I can only live properly for a few months a year, then the whole thing starts over again.
Why southern Italy?
I come from the coast of Croatia, which has a lot of Italian influences, which I have always liked and because it is warm all year round in the south of Italy.
Furthermore, I just like it there, I can’t really describe it.
I don’t want to go to Croatia anymore, I’m fed up with the Balkans.
I just wanted to get this off my chest, for many people something like this is probably completely unthinkable but I’m not getting any younger either.
I fully understand you. I am from Turkey and went to Germany to study for a couple of years when I was 21 years old. Life led to other things and I stayed for 13 years. Every winter I was getting depressed. I tried vitamins and solariums. Nothing really helped. At the end I decided to move back to Turkey. The weather plays a very important role in our wellbeings. Especially if you were born and raised in a sunny country, living up north can push you into depression. On top of that comes the limited socialisation which changes from country to country but very hard to exceed mediterannean hospitality and social opennes.