i want to do factory wwork…. i wan tto do repetitive task…… i want to not have to write emails …. i want… i want wonderufl factory job under socialism, with workers’ protections…

but at what—oh someone already said it? oh… whatever… disappointedly kicks a little pebble on the floor

literally why the fuck as an imperialist are you like “Heh… you must not know about me… i’m fucking Childkiller 5000, i’m really good at it, this is an epic own, tRump” you’re evil. you’re literally evil and you’re trying to use this as an own to trump as if this is good in any way shape or form. literally what the fuck is wrong with you

you’re so real for this

da little korean penguin? pororo?

driving is so scaray. this is very good analysis but also driving is so scaray and i cant imagine doing it. so scaray

thank you JDPON Don

this is very true god i fucking love sleeping at normal hours nowadays 📣 and i dont give a shit about my hs performance too so if they want me to bother with homework i tell them to fuck off and i sleep anyway . and life is so wonderful that way

not usamerican but turbo vassal state and yeah. it’s pretty basic for me and it was very incessant throughout all of my childhood (i’m still in school but they’ve cooled off cuz i’m not a 5 year old anymore) and even when i was 5 i was like Okay i get it. but i still don’t hate the idea of it because my dad when he heard about it was like holy shit this changes my whole life and i was like oh okay if it makes you happy

hapy cake day :]

WAAAUUUHHHHH OH MY GOD ITS SO CUTE (louder and sobbing)

theyre so cute :(

tank you very much… :,)

hehe true dat. ruthless criticism of all that exists and all that. at least i’m learning from this experience yanno

thanks so much, the empathy i’ve received has been kind of staggering

this is really kind… again, it’s hard not to feel so nuts when everyone else is crazy in a different way. i’m aware everyone feels this way it’s just kind of that i feel a bit more atomized being a minor, but seeing how other comrades always also have to deal with “holy shit, there’s no way i have to appeal to THESE positions, that these are the positions most people in the imperial core hold” makes me feel very much less alone

re your second point yeah haha omg… initially i was so paralyzed about my class because i was also unaware of my exact standing but firstly realizing guilt without action is literally worse than nothing helped motivate me to dive further into reading and trying to help educate others + yeah, it’s nothing shameful about being comfortable when that’s where i want everyone to be, socialism isn’t this crude idea of leveling down as losurdo(???) said!! anyways… thank you for being so niceys. thank you for being so niceys x2. :,)

hell ya brother. some days i veer between hating everyone here and trying to remember that i should try my best to help anyone i can, at the least try to disabuse them of the bastardized idea of socialism they know, but on the other hand you do appreciate how… no i shan’t say. either way, if i choose empathy or just to try to charge through these years without going fucking nuts, i do like to remember it is more ridiculous what they’re espousing (the allowance of capitalism to continue to run free and unfettered and trample the land) than what i (well MLs) espouse (maybe we Shouldn’t nuke china, maybe we Shouldn’t love imperialist ghouls)

thanks, i can promise i will try my best haha. for school my goals are weird because i’m not certain what i want my future to be (definitely not helping destroy the planet, though, i want to do something or be somewhere where i have less negative effects than positive ones and i want to be a progressive figure and participate in the historically progressive moment of building socialism, but that’s so … Open and vague that i don’t know where to start, or what that means for the effort i put in now to my academics, which i dont respect at all), and i foresee that this conflict will probably (as it has been for the last few years, this isnt anything new) cause more episodes, but, yeah, i will hang in there. it’s nice remembering the science of socialism is eternal, and that there are people (however far away they are) on the internet who are kindred . thank yous :]

it’s nice to know i’m not alone, because i feel pretty atomized and so it’s hard to remember that there are other people in such situations who can’t take the duress of this, and i’m not just living in some sort of terrible nightmare, completely confused as to what is real. that bit of empathy is really valuable to me, and yeah, schooling kind of fucking sucks, on top of all the other societal pressures it creates it’s just utter deception in these places so like. aghhh

Meltdowns don’t help much with convincing people, but we can’t always be the perfect communicator. When you are surrounded by enemies it’s important to be patient with yourself when you lose control a little bit. And venting is a great way to process your feelings so I’m happy you’re here comrade.

me when i sniffle and cry because this is such a niceys and empathetic remark as well. yes, i’m a bit abashed that my episode did not get me anywhere and didn’t convey a point, but yeah, i do feel a lot of the time i’m surrounded by enemies (and i am. lol), and i will try to be kind about this because it is untenable, it is unpleasant, it is a bizarre experience. thank you for letting me vent and thank you for calling me a comrade, i really am so appreciative

yeah man uhh here (my pockets are so empty and this is the only thing i have and i just stole it from one of you)

lol thanks. in reality it’s kind of very hard to maintain this emotionally. by know i know, and cannot even delude myself into believing otherwise, that if there’s any viable future it has to come through building a socialist/ML society, but also i feel very paralyzed due to my position right now and can’t take this long assault on my mental in this school (again, i’m deeply grateful for all that i have outside of that, but still).

i am not going to be able to agitate almost anyone in my school, they either know their class interests do not fall this way, or are empathetic yet disbelieving in socialism or still afraid of what they will lose (the latter is honestly not unforgivable, self preservation is a natural instinct, but it’s also true that if we let this continue our situation will dissolve, all of us, and that is what everyone is so afraid of facing–also, from a non-selfish standpoint, it’s really just simple that none of this should be happening, capitalism is a nightmare) but it makes me feel sorrowful because while i do have a modicum of what i would classify as class consciousness… it’s not as if i’m doing any praxis, or that i believe there’s any viable options right now.

i am very critical of liberal cognitive dissonance, but i am acutely aware of why and how people rely on it because i did. i fear one day i might backslide into that opium, believing the providence of the free market will save us all, but more than that sometimes i selfishly fear what i know to be true–the cat’s out of the bag, i can never return to that ignorance–and therein lies the dilemma

with that in mind thank you for the vote of confidence comrade. i’m really trying and i hope being on this site helps me grow and find new possibilities as a fledgling Carl Marks (491 morbillion dead, no iPhone) Acolyte

i wanted to make a funny libcope style comment calling this redfash but no i just kinda feel like every nook and crook in my body has been filled to the brim with utter envy