I dmed you :)

I was more or less on the same boat as you are, but now I decided to get my sh1t together in Portugal and settle here (I’m not even European, Im latina), it’s harder at first, but at some point it’s understandable that you wanna settle down. I can only tell you that for what you’re saying about your experience, you would be highly appreciated in hospitality in Europe, especially in Barcelona that it is so international. Also, if you’re up for it, do therapy. Don’t take all this burden by yourself, get yourself a professional to help you deal with depression, as it is a sensitive matter.