fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.

I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.

I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.

  • solidheron@sh.itjust.worksOP
    32·
    2 days ago

    I’ve done that in the past. and i work on absolutely destroying ego’s for my amusement. it’s my favorite hobby

      • solidheron@sh.itjust.worksOP
        12·
        2 days ago

        yeah I enjoy it, i actually hesitant to encourage that behavior or give people advice on that. I don’t want mentally abusive tactics being used by irresponsible people or other lesser narcissists.