fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.
I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.
I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.
I’m speaking objectively, I’m not criticizing you. Your emotional and defensive response says more about you than me. I encourage you to step back and look at what was said again.
No i actually putting the idea in your head that you’re bringing demanding and toxic in your head.
I had another guy ask me how I was sexually assaulted and their first thought was to ask if dry humping was penetration…
You haven’t put any ideas in my head.
I know I did.