fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.
I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.
I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.
No, you’re just dumb and delusional and full of yourself.
That’s not narcissism, it’s you being an average person. Most people think they have magical auras. They are wrong.
and your here on the internet, trying to bias-confirm yourself about how special and unique and amazing you are. just like everyone else.
… I’m not calling the “subtle aura” magical, it’s just short hand for how my demeanor hints at my narcissism 😑
Love the hostility I’m getting and the finger wagging I’m getting.
all of which means you’re not a narcissistic dude.
narcissists don’t enjoy finger wagging and hostility. they hate it and they fly into a rage when it’s done to them.
why is it that you want so badly to be a narcissist? because it will give you a excuse to justify something shitty you did to folks?
You’re a little narcissist. You’re relentlessly gas lighting. Trying to convince me I’m wrong.
I enjoy hostility from others because I can undermine the hostile people, make them crash out, and they can’t do shit other than get called out for playing the victim.
If someone is nice or neutral to me then I have to deal with the guilt that I’m manipulated and attacking their ego
you have no idea wtf you are talking about.
you’re clearly just trolling, and just defined what being a troll is.