fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.
I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.
I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.


Lol are you actually a cult leader, but if they know I’m a narcissist then I shouldn’t feel the need to disclose.
Kinda feel like an injured animal being dog piles by other mentally ill people
You having a feeling isn’t actually linked to what other people know or vice versa
Interesting wording. But yeah it feels like signaled other people to attack my ego. Didn’t expect that I would actually retaliate against another narcissist.